my life is boring.
totally nth to do one lor!


but lucky im gg out with evon and ewen tml.
so..still not tt bad for tml.


sians.wad shd i do !!


i wanna go sentosa!
and dun even know whether can go cameron highland anot lor.
they haven even ask us to pay.hmm.....

Great Easter Women Run !!
anyone wan to go??!!!

firstly before i start cursing and swearing..


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO 2 PERSON:
xinyi and yesung!
happy birthday.


AND ..to all people who wished me happy birthday!
thanks alot.really appreciate it=)

i can only say i die alr.i wasn well-prepared for exams this time
i couldn juggle btwn my piano exam and sch exam.sighs.
wasted alot of time.
and i cant help but feel demoralised... ... ...

tomorrow is me and my bf's 55 mth anniversary=)
hahaha..so happy=)
and i finally had the chance to go n pick him up alr!
teehee.wonder how he look like in his uniform.
althou i think might be funny and hard to imagine him like a walking patch of grass
shh....lols.
but not important la! lols.


looking forward to meeting him and then gg out with him!!

i really screwed myself up.
actually by right , it shouldn be too much of a problem for me
its not like i nv prepare, nv practice, nv go lesson etc !
like wad i told my dad is really depends on i heng suay lor.
i today is suay one.
i dun think there is another person on earth tt can make the same bloody mistake as me

i screwed up all my 3 pieces.
1st- play until halfway, forgot where i was, asked examiner to let me play again.
he say start from 2nd phrase ..and i played until i forgot wad note to play nx-.-
2nd- all was fine! until the very last sentence! i pressed something wrong.scrwe it mann
3rd-fine initially. then i dunno how come i suddenly panick.think is bcuz my mind is filled with getting the notes right.then hohoho, well done man cheryl. i pressed alot of wrong notes.totally OFF!

Scales- screw it man.i dunno wad i was doing.not concentrated enuff, then starting i go n play arpegios -.- examiner corrected me, then i replayed.it was ok.contrary motion on the contrary is okay.surprising
come to this bloody arpegios. got 1 is play Eb major, i stupid stupid go play Eb minor. DRASTIC difference ok?


Sight reading- as usual i never scored more than 14(passing mark), last grade i got 11. I think im destined to fail once more this time.!

Aural- ok i suppose.? maybe the clapping part e 2nd phrase was bit off.i think it was funny thou. the asking qn that part is FUCKED UP! wasn very difficult.but i seriously wasn concentrated enuff ba, and i dunno wad period is was from, so i said it was romantic.examiner looked doubtful.so i think i got it wrong again.
Think the answer might be baroque or classical.
i always screw this part oso.


SIGHS..look at how screwed cheryl's life is


*repenting in process*
i think i shall write a letter to my piano tcher saying that im even more inspired to do better for grade 6.
biggest worry now is, fail grade 5, can take grade 6? n i haven bloody started studying,and fuck.CLBC is first paper.
SHITSHITSHIT! sighs.the thing is im super tired!

i have NO idea why there is all these drillings.
i think there is NO need for all these!
so..can they stop drilling?


its making me gg bersek!
bloooooooody irritating can?!


cheryl ong wei xuan
i shall see how u screw urself up tml.

Mr. guailan is back
(OPPS! i think he will scream at me! lols)


rewind rewind rewind..
Mr. Ong Yu Qi is back!
haha...off to spend time with him=x
before i gets really depressed again! lols


looking forward to:
1. Post exam activities (esp. cameron highlands!)
2. bf's POP
3. 2 runs (NB and run singapore)


hohoho!
isn life good without studying ?
qi..i oso wan be taitai lehs
no $$$ nvm ,i jus wan to SLACK! lols



ps!
GREAT EASTERN WOMAN RUN ON 1 NOV 09! ANYONE INTERESTED??!!
10KM AND 5KM.

SIAN! bf still haven contact me
and hor.i seriously feel like gg to pick him up instead of staying at home.
seriously boring.(althou my daD ask me go with him to pick up my sis's bag)
but i dun wan .so sian .waste bus fare and time


sighs! wad shd i do!!


budden again, if i sit at home at wait for him.
i can only see him at 10+ at night lor-.-
budden if i go, then he cannot share cab with his frens ==.== (like disturb them oso lor)
but hor, wad if i cannot see him? as in i go there alr he alr go home ===.===
SIAN BIG TIME!


gg nuts thinking abt it!

PHC PRACT test today was so damn screwed.
i screwed alot of things alr.
super duper upset with myself seriously!
sighs.
today is so not good.
lunch is yucks, didn manage to buy any clothes, didn do well for PHC and also did not shoot well today either.
everything was quite bad


but i still wanna thank ewen and evon for pei-ing me go shopping today!
really appreciate it.
hopefully next time pearlyn can come thou=x


IM tired! both physcically and mentally.
hope i dun hit headlines of e newspaper tml.
dunno how long i can tahan..
future ahead of me is DARK.have no idea wad to do


what makes everything worse is IM SUPER NOT FEELING WELL.
with all those headache, and upcoming piano exam (which i think gonna b screwed as well), and EOY EXAMS
i only know that once everythin finishes, i will heave a sigh of relief.
But right now, im not entitled to enjoy



with a demoralising week.
how long can i last?

sighs.so many things happen recently.
also dun really know what to comment sia.
its not like we want some things to happen
suddenly i feel that we are really very innocent can?


bf went fieldcamp ONCE AGAIN today.uncontactable until sat
thinking of gg to pick him up..budden not sure lehs.
sorta feel abit outa place, and hor.i dun even know where to go.
so stupid lah~
sighs


ACT hor, i oso dunno fieldcamp so many times seriously is for wad.
sighs.


going out with my clique tml! YEAH!
finally pearlyn is coming with us! so happy~
thinking of what to wear!
LOLS..feel so bad for leaving them so early when i suggested everything!
sorry girls!
nid to go shooting =x

see how FREE i m.
can still come here and blog.
because i spent 1hr altogether bringing my bro to tuition and bringing him home
i wanted to have a nap.sighs.
why cant i just to that?
cant u see that im really super tireD? not really.cuz there are a lot of tired ppl at home.


OFF TO HELL.
SAYOUNARA

You are very ambitious and because you seek and need recognition, you try in your own way to impress people and you want to be looked up to - to be both popular and admired. You feel that there is a gap which separates you from your fellow man, or woman as the case may be, but this anxiety is an unnecessary one. Keep on the way you are going and you may surprise yourself.


You are lazy - you dream of a peaceful, calm, uncluttered and uncomplicated life. Your ideal would be to share a permanent base with some person or persons who would be able to demonstrate on-going love, peace and security.


It is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influence and there is no one to rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you'll have to make the best of things as they are.


You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.



You are trying to build up your own position and you resist all external influences. You insist that you are your own person and you will not tolerate any outside interference. Decisive and proud, you are true managerial material.


try this
http://www.goldinuniverse.com/

sometimes i jus cldn help it
but think that ure a million miles away from me
distance x distant = more distant
ya know smth?
im really very tired.veryveryveryvery tired


by the time u realise smth
SNAP// and its gone!
its just too late.do u understand?

qi..
really wish ure by my side now.
misses u loads..........

my bf is going back again today. sighs.
theres gg to b another 3 uncontactable days.
tsk.really dun understand why is there a nid for SOOOOO many fieldcamps.
alllllll the craps.
dunno wad to do sia.his absence makes me even more stress.
i have no idea why


went to orchard with my boyfren yst for the whole day=) teeeheeehee!
happyhappy! partly because i was able to spend my entire day with him.
i used to feel that gg orchard is damn sian.
but i think is bcuz of him..tt yst was fun=)
check out orchard central.cooool place.teeheehee!
and i love the cutie cupcake from crystal jade! heheeee!
i wan somemooooore! =) yumyum


And...the movie UP was a nice one!
its really very cute ! i think everyone shd watch this.
very heartwarming too=))


doing clbc pbl now.sian
i really hate doing all these lor.
sighs. pity my grpmates. everything that has me inside will oni be a "LAST MIN" thing
sighs,sorry gals.


im tired already.really feel like changing course alr.
somehow i can understand how tis course is jus SOOOOOOOOO not for me!

HES FINALLY BACK!
hes booking in on mon thou..shall spend ALL my time with him! =D
off to meet him=) cya!

i cant believe im going to stone at home on a saturday night.
its my first time doing this.
and i dun think i will like it.
is really super duper sian can ?!


sometimes is not i dun wan to go out with my family.
is they always dun wan to go out.
so ..dun blame me for not spending time with them an forever is sticking to my bf


and my sis is having fever.
althou she really dun look sick to me.
sighs.


dunno wad to do!!
i dun wan to stay at home!!



sighs, he really haven come back?
how?! dunno why.got a feeling he wun even come back tml.
sighs

MICRO pract today was screwed up.damn screwed up.
sighs. guessed i just didn put in enuff effort.so upset with myself.
my on the other hand, the ironic thing is that.
i felt so much better after taking photos with my classmates at the lift there de benches.
sighs.


went to pizza hut with my frens during the 4 hr break today.
so many things happened. wantd to eat kfc at first one lor.
too many ppl=( and hor, dunno who say pizza hut might not have too many ppl as students are not that "rich" or smth.but when we got there. WOAH!
its all sec sch kids that are there lor! so shocking, kids nowadays are so rich=( sad!


PHC pract sucks.aint fun at all.
went to shooting today=)
happy with my performance today , cuz my shifus say i got improve!
wohoo!! teeeheee! but when i think of micro, sighs.



dunno wad time my boyfren is coming back=(
keeps checking my phone to see if he called..but =(((((
sighs, hope can hear from him real soon, have not been in contact with him ever since monday =(
5 uncontactable days already! i dun wan to cont counting!

p.s/PLEASE let me hear his voice today!
or at least see his msg=(
i will be a goooooooooooood girl!

heyheyhey!
who the frigging hell say that we're naughty.
2PO2 is very guai one okaaaayyy! or issit that some ppl jus dun know the definition of naughty?
this is hilarious?! and ATROCIOUS mann..
please note that we are happy, cheerful, well-behaved KIDS alright?
dun step on my tail !


facebook is sorta weird today..hmmm.
heng still can play pets society.
anyway i really dun understand wad sm ppl are thinking lor.
sighs, little actions trigger World war? sounds possible thou..


I DUN WAN MICRO LAB TEST!
please let me go and sleep.super irritable! cuz i cant slp =((((
miss yuqi!!! can oni hear from him tml or even sat i think, here i am looking forward to meeting him
GOING OUT WITH YOU ON SAT MR ONG! GOOD FOOD, and QT tgt!! misses u lots

didn go to school today because i had to attend my ah gong's rituals
hm..feel guilty thou.but i dun think i had a choice.do i?
sians.
plus i have been very sick ever since Saturday.
very worried, but probably am thinking too much.
haha,sore throat+ flu+ cough
hmmmm.....hope i will be ok soon!
and to all my frens.i know evon and pearlyn are sick oso
get well soon girls!


while i was at the rituals, evon smsed me
i was damn pissed when she told me that the stupid CLBC is still on.
and the worst thing is that we have no choice but to blame the person who dun wan us to blame him
so dun blame us.****tart.
damn pissed man!
really wan to kick his ass at the thought of seeing him 2 days later. and to make it worse, its his practical session then
screw it mann.
really spoils our mood. and appetite.!

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