today is a fairly awesome day
because, its an OFF day for me.
odd term to use, but yea, it is supposed to be free

and so, i slept 13hrs of my 24hrs.
meaning to say. i sleeeeeep for more than half a day!
hahaha. i haven tried that before.
it kinda feels pretty cool to be able to sleep for so long
but somehow, tiredness seems to be too overwhelming.
and i seem to be getting more n more tired =xxx

anyway, other than that.
went for my 3rd driving lesson
SUGOIIIIII~~ hahahas.
got my PDL already, so was allowed to go out to the road.!
hahahas, its fun!! =)))
and there arent alot of sharp bends in the route we took today!
and its e instructor from the first lesson^^ hehes


all the july slots are left with the one at night =((
thats bad news =(
hmmmm.

well. although PT was kinda disappointing today
cuz NONE OF THE FRESHIES turn up
damnit. im gonna send another email and make the one nx week a compulsory one!!!

however, PT was kinda fun today =)
guess its the company bahhs
thanks to whoever that came down today
i shall be nice and acknowledge all of you here (althou some cant see)

the running kakis
- Johan (pro-zinger ^^)
- Jeremy (thanks bro!)
- Dennis (thanks for running even though ure sick)
- Cherwin?? o.O

the statics kakis
- Johan
- Dennis
- Jeremy
- Cherwin
- Daniel
- Hao Cai (TAKO)
- Jessica
- Estella
- Sebastian

thanks guys! for coming down =)
im gonna make the PT nx week compulsory! see if it helps =x
lalala~~
looooooooking forwardddddd

its gonna be the start of a new term!!
which means results.HELL NO
but..i will say YES to PETER PAN!
and to friends
and also to PT


and u know wad?!
PT IS TOMORRRRRRRRRRROWWW!
heh heh heh!
johan jiayou in leading the PT ahh! heehee,
i will be a good follower =)










and .. i found my answer
VN u do matter alot to me.

im really tired




but why?

life's like that.
one always say something, and always end up not accomplishing it
things are even worse, when one is now practicing what he/she preach
ironic huh?
well, i guess thats life for all of you
its time to face the reality =) 习惯就好=)



gonna start accumulating all the good deed
and then pray that something good will happen to me
at the very least, answer my prayerS?
我的要求都不多, 都不难实现








忽然一信向天飞?

kinda bored, so was streaming youtube

and was randomly listening to songs i used to listen to
somehow everything seems soooo.. nostalgic maybe?

and. it kinda make me feel that
songs nowadays are bullshit? cuz the lyrics aint that meaningful anymore

is it the high expectation?
or is it that i didn actually tune in to chinese songs anymore?
i think its the latter.must be,
kpop are totally different kinda style. its like new age.
its weird and does not make sense at all.
but still... its nice =xxx







what you missed out in the past.
what you not understand in the past.
is it all making sense now?

2nd certificate of the month.
although it came really late, but Tribob - Singapore Sprint Series Cert for Aquathlon came in today
i really think i deserve it =))


It's nice, with all the name, timings, rankings, and etc.
and its all making me damn tempted to join the aquathlon next year
but by then ...will i be able to conquer my fear for open sea?


when is my next race gonna come
im getting so damn restless, with nothing to look forward to.
=.= okay, i was just exaggerating. i still got upcoming shape run.
10km. but how come the feeling is nt tt strong


i think i need a challenge of higher level
its definitely not bcuz its the 10km part, 10km definitely is alot to go.
maybe is because there is a lack of company?
it has been long since i lost that privilege
ohwellls, guess its time to be independent again..hahas


but still... i believe my itchy fingers gonna start doing their job soon
yellow ribbon etc etc. i cant just sit there and do nothing isn it! haahhas




The dream is starting to ache
give me something to protect. and i can assure you that i WILL move on

im sorry for everything













evonlim.ewenpoh.pearlynlow.i need you

hey people!
its saturday!!!

today's the day for sentosa=))
hehehe. and im tanned !!! woooooohooo!!
but then ...went off early for swimming lessons
so... didn really get to tan as much as i wanted to initially bahs


hmmmm...other than that..
swimmmmmming..
dunno waddsup with uncle joey again.
he is making us do weird drills again.
lets see if i can recall what i did

I reached a little later than the rest.
so... i only did 4 laps of freestyle for warm-up
then after that followed by 2 more laps of freestyle
then followed by 3 x 4laps of freestyle under 5min (timing)
then last but not least, the weird stuff came in
3 x 1 lap of weird combi
(weird combi consists of freestyle kick + 5 double arm, then followed by 10 strokes of breast-stroke => repeat until reached the end of the 50m)
so all in all .... 21 laps.
my bro did 25 laps though... sian.
so much for being late.
nevermind... will add it into my self-training the next time i go swimming then

hmmmm.thats all for the time being
tml's national runway cycling =)
hope its gonna be alright cuz my whole body is aching =((

ITS MUSE 2010! Annual Concert of ACJC
ok..i guess its not really the annual concert. bt kinda like their pre-comp performance.hmmmm
so goood.....they get to go LA..arghhhs.


the awesome repertoire
1. March Willing and Able
2. A movement for Rosa
3. Colonial Song
4. Overture 1812
5. Chorale and Danza
6. Spartacus
7. Jounetsu Tairiku
8. Japanese Graffiti XIV
9. American Graffiti XVI
10. Tokyo Boogie Woogie (encore)

hehe.. 7 and 8 is nice!


and this is EPIC
one of the few occasions that my sis actually wears a dress!!
tooo bad never buy 4D.. opppps.

Recalling my blurry childhood from the faint memories.
Clouds floating on a blue sky
At that time you told me you want to hold my hands
as we walk together till the end of time

But from then on I was afraid to lift my head to see
because it's as if e sky has already lost its color
and from that fateful day on, I forgot how to breathe
the tears will never be released

Our love, will never return again
until now Im still waiting quietly
Our love, I realize,
has already become your burden

It's just that I will never be able to let go of the very last warmth that you gave me







這被捆綁的世界
我想要離開
我想要自由

icecream day is great as usual.
hweekhim, edmond, haocai, daniel and dennis


should i go running tml?
i dun think i shd go swimming.
or should i?




是谁说割爱深刻
彼此依赖,是爱不是负荷
互相照顧,是幸福的...

it has been a really long day for everyone!
and..after NUSIS ..i still have to go swimming

although i very much not want to cuz i was really damn tired..
but i still dragged myself thr.. (thanks dennis & bff for sending me to the pool!)
really have to learn to discipline myself..LOL

hmmm...today's swimming is terrible
uncle joey seems to be in a not so fantastic mood? cuz his demonic side showed up once again

warm-up: 8 laps of breaststroke
(still very happy abt it , cuz i tot today will be very slack)

then...here comes HELL

1st set of drills: 2 laps of dolphin kick (for 4sets)
2nd set of drills: 1 lap of swim => 20 butterfly strokes and rest all breaststroke (for 6 sets)
3rd set of drills: 1 lap of freestyle => chioning (for 4 sets)

total= 22laps

22 laps is okay. but the thing is...
its damn tiring!!
im completely damn shag already. super energy draining.
and tis is making my abdominal area aching like mad.and i cant stand up straight!!
althou literally my whole body is aching =pp

well. good thing is
im glad i pulled through the training..
wanted to give up after starting on dolphin kick.
so.... way to go ! once again
for gold star, bronze medallion, silver medallion, lifesaving etc ...

and..
went to ask uncle joey about my GOLD test results.
GOOOOOOD THING I PASSSSED =)
hahas, okay lar.actually i know i passed, but ...
i went to ask him how was the swim, and he said.. NO PROBLEM!
sooooo.its a terrribleeeeeyyyyyy good thing!
woots.!!


today was great..
but......i jus wannna complainnnnnn...=ppp

NUSIS REFLECTION

Before the competition
mood: neutral (for the very first time!)

During the competition
mood: nervous

After the competition
mood: still neutral

Post post-competition
mood: happy? hahas


what i did wrong
mmm... my hand was shaking like mad as usual.
and cant remember if im doing all my actions correctly.
and worse of all, some of the bad shots can be avoided.
i dont feel like triggering off,but i still do eventually, so i suppose, i really have to convinve myself to put down and pistol and trigger off only when im ready to
lost of concentration!! like a burst bubble. hmmm. not sure why it happened. but still. really have to work on mental skills and concentration level.
not to forget technique too !!

what went right
positive mindset i suppose?
at least my face isn black? hahahas
and.. i enjoyed the shoot =) just like the other normal trainings i had at HTNS


conclusion
as what i have told some of my seniors, or friends.
im struggling to shoot today, because i very much not want to
due to some stupid personal reasons i supposE? hahahas
therefore, i didn set a standard for myself. maybe that was the good part about it ?
no stress and all. no expectations, no nothing
was just shooting for the fun of it.
so..... yepps =) good thing everything was great today!! =)

290 points.
nt fantastic.bt still an improvement
WANGWEIXUAN JIAYOU! continue to jiayou, and i believe one day
ONE DAY! ONE FINE DAY! i will reach my target of 300 points!
im not far from it!!!


to my fellow comrades,
estella, jessica, bocan, philip!
congrats too you guys who have done well, and i believe all of you do =)

to my TeamManager,
foo shiwei
although u nv remind me to bring $50, and i have to crawl all the way to the duno where to withdraw money with YJ and jess.
but still.. we appreciate u loads!
how could NUSIS have been without u =))
*on a personal note: thanks BFF! ure the best !! ^^

to people who came down,
YingJie, Daniel, Hao Cai, Edmond,Max, Sebas,HongJun, Dennis (i hope i have not missed out anyone)
u might not be down to support me, but still..
ur presence does make a difference =)
thanks for making today such a memorable one!=)
on a side note: thanks dennis !! for sending us around! u know we appreciate it =) hehee

special thanks to:
dennis, YJ
thanks alot! for talking to me!!!!
because i would have ermmmm....died?
okay..not a good word to use.
but...thanks for listening to wad i have to say.
and of course,ur guidance.
heartfelt gratitude!


take care people!
hope to seeeeee u guys next sat!
its time to playyyy =)))

YEAH!~

test result slip of BTT~ =))
phews. lucky i passed! heeheee.thanks dindin!

dindin and i finished our BTT fast! and was like damn kan cheong
after getting the results, we immediately went to print the test result slip(but waited for quite long as the system cannot detect our test results)
anyway. after we got e test result slip, we went to update the system immediately.
so that we are eligible to take FTT!

and guess wad!
we already booked FTT! =ppp
heehees, its gonna be on 16 Aug!!
its gonna be a long wait....hahahas!

hmmm.but besides that, we have already booked for practical slots already.
dindin is learning manual, so i guess he already booked alot (cuz not so many ppl learning manual i think)
i have only booked 2 slots so far.
18june and 28june. hahahs. am looking forward to it!

hope its gonna be fun!
lalala~
im still damn excited about passing the BTT
and....
it marks the end of CT, and also ITS HOLIDAY NOW!
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooootss
its time to play, to shop (GSS!!!) yeahs!

some details just go unnoticed.
especially for people who are busy
so, technically speaking.
one who takes notice of every single detail,
is one who has nothing better to do.


have u realised the difference?
this concept works just like hair.cutting hair specifically.


when u cut ur hair.what do u expect ultimately.
logically speaking, length gets shorter isn it?
thats how it works for daily life too.


take a good look of whats happening around u.
are u neglecting some really important issues/details etc?


if so. its time to take notice.
and take action.
thats of course if it is some important thing.
who would bother about some trivial matter that would find it a waste of their life


this is just a wake up call.

this kinda feeling suck big time

losing. lack of motivation. lack of goal in life. lack of security.
and lack of life

what is it that is happening

everything seems to be in a mess.
esp thoughts .
its goddamn irritating to have thoughts running wild at a time it shouldn
this kinda sucky feeling.
who can understand?
what should i do?

dont think about it.. many people would say
Like hell .its easier said than done.
i know. i definitely cant do it. and im not the person who can do it


byebye motivation





我的不安,那么沉重
只有你不懂...

relationship is just like shopping for clothes
when u see something that you like, you will be tempted to buy it
is either u cant resist the temptation and buy it, or you move on and hope that you will find something even better

Scenario #1
the best possible scenario, is that
u will see something that u like as u move on

Scenario #2
the second best scenario, is that
u will see the same shop further down the road as u move on
bt what is the possibility that u will see the same shop on the exact same day (that's w/o gg back to e original place u start off with initially)
this scenario is probably to 苦中作乐

Scenario #3
the supposedly-neutral scenario, is that
u can't find anything u like as u move on, so u rather not buy anything
and wait for the next time that u will be back to the original place to buy
the bad thing is ..so....when is the next time? 1 year down the road? 2? 3 or 10?
time and tide waits for no man!

Scenario #4
here comes the worst scenario of all. is that
u can't find anything u like.. and yes, there may be some that caught ur eye / attention(or wadvever it is),
but... ultimately the one that u like most is the one u see at first (assuming thats the only shop available in e whole world)
so.u decide to turn ur head and go back to that shop.
bad thing is..will it wait for u? what if its at night already, and the shop is closing
are u going to come back tml? or go all out and beg the shop owner to let u buy
and what if the nx day u come back tml..and realise that its gone for good, because that very day was the very last day


everything has got its pros and cons.
it really depends on how u perceive things to be
its either how pessimistic u are or how optimistic u are

concept wise, its e same as sterility of a product
its either the product is sterile (100%) or not sterile at all (there is no such thing as 99.9% sterile)

soooo..is that a bad thing for u ? or a good one for u



如果到了最后才发现你已经后悔当初所做的一切
你会不会哭着回来?



真的是我想太多 ..
唯一能安慰我的理由

我爱你太多
可是已经懂得太晚了.....



































// happiness is a way of travel. not destination//

cut off all ties. is really difficult.
but that is the only way to thoroughly let go and move on


pains.
any sorts of pain.
you will get over it (eventually)

i will.
will i?

生活的点点滴滴 + 芝麻绿豆般的小细节 + 温柔 + 呵护 = 感情持久的强心剂




be dead.
and to rise from the dead
我,王玮璇的心跳已经停止了

WOOOOOOOHOOOOO!
i passed my swimming test!



still remember, hours ago (at 11.34am), i was still complaining about how scared i was.. and how reluctant i was to get into the waters.
was really in quite a jialat state that i felt like i was having tachycardia
it was REALLY SCARY

i mean, you cant blame me for feeling that way right?
imagine you have a test tml, and e last time you studied for that test was 1-2 year ago... how would u feel.
totally no confidence right. so...yeaps.that was how i felt then

i haven done pyjamas swim for at least 1 year.and im really not looking forward to it
i have to complete it within 3min for 100m ..and i can remember how i struggled in e past to just fall below that timing by just 1 or 2 sec.
hmmm.cuz the bad thing is that, this event is always the first event of the whole swimming test, and if u get 3min 1 sec, ure outta the test already.
so...its a very important thing to note of , esp the timing.
and the kids all swim faster than me..imagine how bad i felt then
but luckily i got 2min 51 sec. im really happy enuff
seriously. so long as i pass,im really happy le.
and my whole body was aching from all de swimming frm yst's lesson


2nd event of the test was drown-proofing, tread-water, make float with pyjamas as well as head-first dive and leg-first dive
this section was fine =) no problem! so..was still quite ok

and the last event of the test..
i have to complete 20laps of swim within 45mins (consisting of 6 side strokes, 6 double-hand back and 8 front stroke)

side stroke is quite jialat.i have been quite slow in side stroke since very long time ago. and...yes, althou i completed that 6laps, i did it slow ..and of cuz.
came in last among all de 6 other swimmers
then followed by double-hand back. i used to suck big time at this, but i guess it got better eventually.
and, today i think performance in terms of double hand back, was my most desirable results of the whole test.
like wad i said, i was last after completing the 6laps of side stroke.
but after swimming the 6 laps of double-hand back, i caught up with the rest
and got 2nd. so... meaning it helped me to close up the gap between me and the other swimmers.
and thereafter, was the 8laps of front stroke.
i swam like how i always do. and yes, i finished 2nd.
and the whole event i got 28min 59sec ..passin timing was 45min..
so ...i PASSED =)))

good thing. althou timing wasn exactly desirable.
but im happy with it..considering my body condition was kinda shag today cuz of the swimming from yst.
im really happy i pulled thru (cuz i really felt like giving up)
so....yup!

to all those ppl who supported me,
ur encouragements are constantly ringing in my head..
so.. i thank you all ..VERY MUCH!
without the encouragements, i cldn have done well too!
so... THANKS A MILLION! *LOVES*

and esp my family! for taking out their time to accompany me to the pool.
and helping me to analyse my performance today ! =)
I LOVE YOU ALL TOOOOOO *LOVES*



PROCESS OF ME CHIONGING THE VERY LAST LAP








BE OUR BEST!

today is sat! so which means.....
its swimming in the afternoon..

went for training in the morning.
my 3rd home <333s

after that went to my 2nd home <333s
swimming today was alright.
althou pretty tiring, but im really glad i pulled thru.
had the urge to stop because im really scared that i will overstrain myself
but.... i keep telling myself to stop finding excuses.
so...im glad i completed the training today =))

it was kinda odd. i guess uncle joey was much into drills today (as usual =.=)
hmmm.did 4 laps of warm up..which is freestyle kick with breast-stroke pull! (gosh, wad the hell !)
then followed by freestyle swim. 2 x 4 laps (feeling was alright today ^^)
then followed by dolphin kick with breast-stroke pull (again =.=). 3 x 2 laps
then last but not least! final set......
a swim consisting of 10 butterfly stroke and followed by breast-stroke for a set and did 4 x 1 lap
so...all in all 22 laps today. althou not a lot , but still pretty tiring.
i only hope tml will be good.

hope to be in my best ever condition, because tml is the day i have been waiting for!
if im not wrong, i have been waiting for 11mths alr.
was supposed to take the NASSA gold test last year July.
but ...didn turn up cuz of some health-related problems. sighs.
its a very long wait. but i really hope this long wait is worthwhile.
i mean i hope to make it worthwhile as far as possible
because.im not sure if im able to pass it myself.
criteria aint difficult. its just that the 1st thing i have to conquer is the pyjamas thingy =.= i have to complete it in 3mins.
and i cant remember when the bloody hell was the last time i swam with pyjamas .. maybe last year june? cool...1 year.
awesomenessssss. good luck to me tml.

this is a major distraction!
i better go off.before naggings come in =xxxx
but i know..whether tml is a good day or ...
i will be back tml.soooo. cya

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