today is the third day of lunar new year.. and is definitely a fruitful day for me

Today was my official first day of work after cny break! and suay enough,I have no idea wad happen,woke up feelin super duper nauseous.squatted in front of the toilet bowl for 5mins and still unable to puke it out
went to work as per normal and bought mr bean for breakfast hoping that it will at least relieve some discomfort
Moral of e story: NEVER BUY SOYABEAN IF URE HAVING STOMACH DISCOMFORT (I swear it was churning in my stomach) but thankfully I was better after awhile la

was damn shocked when I saw my name on e manpower allocation for morning dispensing..
But oh wells,today really went well..the first patient that I dispensed to, got me motivated enough already :)
he told me that he liked the staffs here:) and he ktph staffs are really friendly and nice :))) HAPPY!! Wasn't referring to me but I'm happy this patient was happy with the services at KTPH and I did my job -- to convey info on his medications :)) he really made my day

there were a few other more patients that were really friendly as well but there's one patient in particular that I really thank god he is very nice otherwise I'm bound to get scoldings sia (dispensed some painkillers to him and I taught him a method to take the medications to maximize the painkiller effect..but I shd have done it the other way round, and he thanked me for coming up to tell him :)) hehes , totally made my day! )

Ohwells, Despite some discouraging factors, I really must thank god for making today such a memorable start of e new week
And guess wad,it's already mid week! Woots

And I slept my whole afternoon away -.-tonight sure cannot sleep..zomg
boyfriend is booking in tomorrow morning already,hais .....

Come to think of it, i have already been working at KTPH for 1 year 2 mth+?
well, minus away the time that i was still a temp, fine la.im only there for 5mths.
actually all new staffs are to attend the orientation before confirmation if im not wrong (which is like within 3mths of joining alexandra health la).
and YES! one of my colleague was saying im like a old staff among all the new staffs! lols!! cannot blame me lor! the orientation is 2 FULL day and of all days; it has to fall on wed and thur (fixed). both days i got personal commitment lor.but then hor, thurs one more important la.cuz piano lesson cannot miss leh =( one lesson so expensive sia.. end up still have to miss because of the CEO speech.
ahya, whatever la, at least i go half day only.


ORIENTATION IS FINALLY OVER! yeahhhhh =pp
COO speech was on the first day and CEO speech on the second day.. COO one lasted for 1.5hrs; but CEO one lasted for 4.5 hrs!! i have no idea how i do it, but yea man,didn't fall asleep at all! IM SO SUPER DUPER PROUD OF MYSELF! TYVM!
actually i think CEO's speech was actually quite inspirational, made lots of sense and was quite humourous la.except that he got something against people who don't exercise and that are obese..
the ONLY worst thing was he expected 5 qns from the audience before he dismiss us..otherwise he will sit there and look at us until we come up with 5 qn (AND HE REALLY DID - he sat on the stage and look blankly at us =.=)
i was dying to go off and i see no one wanna ask the last qn so i volunteered lor. =.= he say can give comments or ask qn.
so i gave comments =x and it turned out disastrous.super sia.
i ask him why he got something against obese people ..then guess what he said.
" u r not fat; why are u defending them ; and yes i have something against that"
is like =.= wad the hell. i mean dun say until so blunt la,i jus cant stand it that he say until like those people have no tomorrow like that ..excluding those who really dun exercise, i strongly believe there are people who have genetic disorder then cannot slim down etc one wad right!
and also no time to exercise. he said no time is not an excuse.true enough, i agree..because there is no such thing such as no time, only whether ure disciplined enough to do so..BUT this make me wanna throw the mike at him.. and shout YES! IM THAT GROUP OF PEOPLE (NO TIME ONE)
he bloody CEO got alot of work i know right..he said he exercise before coming to work etc.
its bullshit for me lor.he totally never think of poor souls like us! who have to study and work. morning 9 - 2.15 work. reach home 3+. rest awhile and do misc stuff, eat dinner, 5.50 leave house for sch.7pm sch till 10.by the time reach home 11+ u think my mum will allow me go out and run alone ar? i can run in the morning la, but i need to have enuff sleep also one right.not like i have enough sleep every single day. grrr...i hate it when people touch on my sensitive issue.seriously. wasn't so mad until he mentioned the part on self-discipline. grrrrr.

ok fine, shan't rant too much about it !
shall update on some interesting things i learnt from the orientation soon =)
sian tml still got test for diabetic medications...darnnnnn..tonight duno wad time can sleep already..off to do work.!!!
ZAI JIANNNN!

Ok I'm tired..can't be bothered

Can anybody tell me how I can private a certain post?! Just that 1 post ?!

Its the first blood donation drive in KTPH in the year 2012!

how can i miss it right? have been waiting for so long since i missed the one in Oct 2011 because i wasn't allowed to.
the doctor there said that because i have been to Bintan, which is i think like have risk of malaria.so they wouldn't be able to donate my blood.
so, as a result of that, i didn't donate during the last donation drive.
and the one before was in July.that was the first time that i was told that Bintan has risk of malaria, and hence even if i donate my blood, only the plasma part would be extracted and donated.of course i went ahead la.afterall i queued so long right.

anyway...glad that today's donation went pretty smoothly =)
the waiting process was as usual luh...long and boring.hahas.
for people who have yet to donate their blood before, the process is as below:
1. Fill in particulars and declaration form
2. Registration
3. Medical screening
4. Hb Test ( Hemoglobin level must be at least 12.5g/l)
5. Actual blood donation
Process looks short right; but its a pretty long process la i would say. From registration to completing the blood donation, it took me 1hr 30min..

the worst thing is, u are not able to know whether you are able to donate until the 4th station which is to test for the hemoglobin level.so imagine by the time u queued for like 1hr and then u cant donate.damn suay right?
so.....if u know u have been to malaria infected countries, or countries with risk of malaria, dont waste ur time ok..u can only donate 6mths later from the day you return to singapore.

anyway, other than that, of cuz, its a kinda experience that simply cant be put into words.even though O+ donor shd be in abundance since O+ are the most common, it still feels good to be able to donate ur blood and it feels even better if ur bag of blood can save lives.

ok, enough of all these, today's experience was pretty cool.
im damn proud of myself cuz the nurse say my blood flow very fast! =p hahas!
the one who injected and put the needle in for me is a senior nurse! im damn lucky!
and ya, she found my vein in no time and sweat when the prev time i went they couldn find my vein =.=
anyway, ya, when she finished taking the samples, she was like "WAH, the base of the bag filled up already ah! so fast!" heh heh heh~
in no more than 7 mins, my bag was like filled la.but i duno why nobody attended to me..
me , with itchy finger, go n poke the bag of blood (cuz it looks like its gonna burst) then the stand suddenly drop!!! ZOMG
luckily the stand will move cuz i think if the bag is filled with enough blood, it will move downwards luh, like a weighing balance or something like that..hahas
scare the shit outta me sia, like seriouusly....LOL!

anyway.ya..then like 5mins later, when another asst nurse saw my blood (think cuz i was looking around n looking lost)she came over and quickly tooked out the needle.
hahas, the most interesting thing is when she put my bag down on the table, it was like the super steady kinda bag.like totally no air inside that kind.
i saw all others' bag got the "bouncy bouncy" effect when put down on a surface, my one like a water balloon that will burst if u throw it with much force =.=


hahas, anyway, at the end of the day! im proud of myself~ donated alone...once again.
super brave! hehehe!


and when the temp staff was about to tie the bandage! she was super nice enough to ask me whether i wan pink or green =)) hehehe..my past few bandages was pink, so i went for green this time ^^ (didn get to choose last time)
oh....and got free gift sia.

hahas, i guess this i probably wun be able to use la.so im going to keep it for my daughter...whahahahas!!



TYVM! hehehe, im so happppieeee!

thereafter, went to get my specs done! and the optician was damn nice i swear..
when i went to the shop, he was actually teaching a sec sch guy how to wear contacts, hahs! so i looked around to find if theres still other nicer pair of specs; but hor,the guy like after 10mins still couldn't put the contacts in, i think he like duno what to do sia, then he ask that sec sch boy to rest first.then he passed me my specs to see if thats what i really want.then heres the best thing, he said he saw a pair of specs with orange side! so he put it aside for me!!
at first i thought it was too bright but after awhile,. really found it quite nice sia, hahas..which is the reason why i ended up getting that pair! and best of all.... 100 bucks only..ZOMG!
super duper make my day sia! hehehe.
on a side note, i think that uncle who thought me how to wear contacts shd be grateful lor..no matter how long i took and how much failure i went through, i took a mere 10mins only lor..he shd have been as patient as that optician just now =xx opps=pp *EVIL*

well, i should say today is a good day for me eh! ok luh, until the evening part of the day onwards that it was kinda -.- ; shant say much.
shall end here? seems like a super lengthy post! =) enjoy!

come to think of it..I think I have a better anger management now compared to last time?

Used to speak my mind off whenever I had comments to make.but now, I'm actually thinking before I speak.
Is that a good thing? I really hope it is;otherwise it only means that I'm bottling all true feelings.like a trying to suppress all my inner feelings -.-

Hais anyway I'm not gonna make any personal attacks on my blog..
Really don't wanna make things look bad on other people..as well as for myself to of course =x
So I really am hoping things will take a turn for e better..shall keep my fingers crossed and mouth shut

But to people whom I have been ranting to especially my love,really sorry for all my nonsense

Hope 2012 is gonna be better.god bless

well, the first week of 2012 is officially over.
come to think of it, i think this year is kind of like a bad year for me?
well, i really do hope i think too much and that things will get better?
so, once again, i shall reinforce my 2012 resolution. its just one resolution; am not going to be greedy and unrealistic, so i really hope i can accomplish it.
to be more self-disciplined. at first was just thinking along the line of some commitments, but since its just a very simple and general statement, i shall make sure it is applicable to ALL of my personal commitments! ALL DE WAY!
MAY THIS BRAND NEW YEAR BE A GOOD ONE FOR ME! (starting this week =.=)AND FOR ALL OF MY FAMILY, FRIENDS and LOVED ONES =)

hmmmm, in the year of 2011 i think i really accomplished quite alot of things? some are things that i never believed i actually tried; some are things that i think was pretty awesome; so on so forth.ok ..am gonna list out some random shits worth remembering in 2011 =)

random flashbacks from 2011
1. donated my first bag of blood
2. first ever full marathon (standard chartered)
3. full of shit - i seriously don't remember i was this talkative before?
4. gotten my first pair of contact lens - coloured one ok! PURPLE ONE! and when i can wear it 5mins, i felt damn proud of myself.now that i can put it in like in less than a min, i feel like a boss! woohoo
5. did my first ever manicure last CNY with EVON LIM
6. Passed LS123 =)

ok fine -.- can't think of anything to add already
feeling like a boss now! hahahas, so below are the photos of my dinner last week =x
have weird mealtime now,its like just breakfast and lunch-cum-dinner in the late afternoon. well, can't blame me for eating so much right, 'cuz i have like a super early dinner =xx
totally love pasta=))) and thus, have been cooking pasta for dinner =x totally proud of myself sia!


above, is my first pasta dinner. portion looked small right? hahas.well, 'cuz my mum sort of cooked this for me..hahas, was preparing all the ingredients and whatnots when she suddenly came to take over .


now, look small also right.but does anybody know of the SUPER OLD SCHOOL bowl? the one with the chicken in front of it?
LOL, it is that big and deep..my photography skill is damn lousy right! make it look like the portion is damn small..hahas, but well, i was not very full even after finishing in 5mins.so i guess, its upsize upsize and UPSIZE! =p

kinda miss the pasta i ate at AMICI restaurant when i had the last COUSIN OUTING
hmmm, wondering when i can go back again =pp

okie dokie! shall end here =)

First DPS1 lab report is due today..
although i have just printed it out, but i just don't have the satisfied feeling that im doing it the right way.
if only i have started earlier; or better still, i don't even have to write the report=x
hais, what's done cannot be undone.so im keeping my fingers crossed and praying for the BEST



degree increased; and have yet to make a new pair of spectacles =( hais.
so many things to do, yet there is limited time.
looks like life is like running a race. ok, lets looks at things from the perspective of 3 runners (with the same standard)

Runner 1
Runs fast
Gets all the glory
Sense of Self-satisfaction
Longer rest time (probably also while waiting for the friend)

Runner 2
Runs at a moderate and comfortable pace
May or may not be good timing, but definitely outdo personal best
Still have that sense of self satisfaction
Rest time is not of much significance in this case

Runner 3
Runs super slow
Heck care attitude
Probably take own sweet time and upon realising that the cut off time is about to be reached, run as fast as possible to make sure race status is at least not a DNF


ok, if the standard is different, and a not-so-seasoned runner runs slow, he/she is definitely not in the 3rd cat. but if the standard is same throughout, it is definitely something i would think the person should be ashamed.

sounds like im trying to say something about myself right.
well, just a random thought. no one is to judge me!=xx
kinda don't know whats the significance of this post and this example anyway.

gotta go and prepare for lesson already!
TGIF!

its 2012! happy new year everyone!
ended my 2011 with my family this year =))kinda sad, cuz no partyting =xx but! ohwells, still gotta work the following morning, so i guess its better to be at home at that point of time, and also to avoid crowd etc

well, 2012 seems pretty dreaded in the same time. because of the movie 2012 its seriously getting all of us paranoid i suppose.like seriously cant help thinking if e world is like going to end and stuff like that..
all i could say is i believe in fate and destiny. so if its meant to happen, it will really happen.no matter what, u will not be able to escape this kinda calamity?
so, just live and enjoy every single day like its the last!
(ok,come to think of it, im being overly optimistic cuz im having headache from all the thoughts about e formative essay =.=)arghs.not like im gonna start anytime soon anyway..on a side note, report is due this fri -.-' sian max.

TITANIC EXHIBITION with LOVE
went to titanic exhibition with love this morning =))

ticket for this exhibition! hehehe!


hehe, have been wanting to go this exhibition since the start of it. well, its not too late to go today of course, but yeppS! super happy we finally did!
love has been really busy with work and study and exams etc ever since he signed on, and i have been working and studying everyday, so...i guess its finally time we can have a proper day out for all these exhibitions and stuff =))

well, i think its pretty cool!! this exhibition is at artscience museum near MBS!
interior of e lobby looked pretty small, but who knows the basement could actually be like OMG big enough to house all those exhibits.
sadly to say, no photography was allowed.so i didn have the chance to take photos of the artifacts and all...damn sad sia seriously cuz there are some really cool and interesting ones.but ohwell...
i think the boarding pass they have are nice and exquisite? ok, maybe not to the extent of the super chio kind, but i definitely would say that it is interesting=))

this is the picture of the boarding pass! the front of cuz!
behind still got something cool. its like it contains the particulars of one of the passenger and some details of it [like which class, what are they there for etc] which im pretty impressed with all the thoughts that went down to making it


2 different passenger details! one from my boarding pass and the other one from weihong!!

well, those who are interested should go down and have a look!! before it ends (in apr if im nt wrong). i think its like commerative of the 100th anniversary of the titanic incident ! so its really meaningful~~

hehe, shall end my post here..time to sleeeeeep! really tired.


*note to self. no more alcohol for the next few months. Around the world has seriously made me feel like im going "around the world" and gobbling down almost the whole packet of jellybean with love just to get rid of the taste that's still lingering in my mouth =.=

ok, the most disgusting moment...

to my love <3:
cant wait till ur next bookout.love you^^

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