haven been updating for quite long
my last post was on 10March..so....13days! wow...

was rather busy this holidays i suppose.
totally giving myself no chance to use the com.but its ok
i haven logged in to NPAL a single time. becuz i dun wanna see my results.
did really badly,but no choice. wads done cannot be undone
and the worst part is actually me myself, knowing where and what exactly went wrong.
sighs. dun wish to talk abt it also.

hmm. anyway before i forget.
HAPPY BELATED BDAY NRL!
sorry for being unable to celebrate ur bday with u yst.
had meeting and training ,so pardon me alrights.sorry!!

hmmm... work's done as of now. as in no more work until this coming weekend
and shiwei's going to hold his bday party for NPSC members on this coming sat too if i not wrong...
and the thing that i am MOST looking forward to!
NUS Biathlon.!!

actually i have no idea if i am exactly really looking forward to it. because im really not prepared.
like wad i have said earlier on,
aquathlon is a good first xperience for me in that sports area.
and this NUS biathlon will gimme another chance to do better than the aquathlon because swimming's gonna be done in NUS SRC's swimming pool
however... the distance is almost twice of aquathlon. and i haven been training for it. so...i guess i wun be able to do well. plus i have no idea why my swimming is getting lousier and lousier. timing getting longer and longer.sigh.
800m swim and 5km run! wang wei xuan jiayou !!

going gymming with cassie tml! =xx
haven been gymming since a million yrs. cfm damn malu tml =xx

it has been a day already.
but why am i still feeling so down.
if anything even happened then forget it, bt did anything even happen?


and. i can only say
or rather question myself.
why is my swimming skills deteoriating.?
why do i swim so slow?
why am i so cui.


ayes, other thn that, i realli dun wanna go and think abt other stuff
now the top priority is the NUS Biathlon.
so..i jus have to make sure i make full use of the time available to train for it.
i dun wan to be the last, neither do i wanna be e first. because i know where i stand. i jus hope that i will be at my best on that day itself.thats the most impt.
and to outdo myself !

im feeling kinda lost now.and pretty bad mood i suppose
like i have no idea why also.
is it because im tired? or is it because life's boring or what
have to work tml morning again, and have to leave hse even earlier than usual, because its always jamming at bt timah and clementi area.
was late on mon,so hopefully tml wun be.

i was really pissed abt wad happened this morning also.
wanted to wake up at 930 but woke up at 11.10.
and the whole thing that happened today, other than at night, simply jus made me pretty much pissed with myself i suppose


hopefully theres time for shooting tml.
was planning to go down after work, which is if i dun smell like a BREAD
ayes, see how bahs


my swimming is really cui.
shooting also cui.
everything also cui.
what am i doing that is not cui?!

i seriously hate staying at home on a weekend.
seriously it is DAMN SIAN!
nothing to do. totally nothing at all.

arghs...
im rotting!

yeah!finally man
NUS sent a confirmational email to me already =))
super happy.. gonna start training real soon, and i haven got my chance to go dwn to yishun safra to try out their pool! their pool seems really awesomeeeeeeee
hmm. but the most impt thing is have to buck up on both my run as well as swim.
i feel that im really damn cui alr.
hmmm.. must do well must do well must do well

on the other hand,
NTU invitational shoot is over alr.
hmmm... quite sad and disappointed. despite the fact i know there are many chances ahead. but i guess probably it does affect me quite a lot. i mean its bound to affect at least a little, but it did hit me pretty hard.
But oh wells, i believe its all abt experience .
like what jessica told me, shooting is a mental sports, at the end of the day, other than looking at how good u shoot, u also have to look at how well u can manage the stress level on e day itself while shooting too.

hmm.. although jessica is a year younger than me ,
but i have gotten alot of valuable advices from her =)
a great person to be with during camp too. heheheh =)


so, conclusion is..
i will work harder and correct whatever mistakes i made during NTU IS and make sure that i will not repeat them again in future. so
yosh! JIAYOU cheryl!

finally decided to go for the NUS Biathlon. already registered, but they haven got back to me =( (why does it feels like online shopping?? im realli scared they alr reached the quota. booooo

other than that..
OSIM Triathlon.. once again, im tempted to join. its gonna be on the 10th april so if i can go the NUS Biathlon, that gives me around 1-2 week time to train and rest still
so i guess its alright. hmmm
but i got several issues regarding the events.
if i go for the triathlon, i think i will join the mini event
which comprises of a 200m swim, 10km bike and last but not least 2km run
I think the swim and run is alright. its the bike part.
Issue #1 : I duno how to cycle a mountain bike
Issue #2: I dun have a bike. not sure if its rentable . because my mum refused to let me buy .she insisted that there is no place at home to put it. \

sighs. basically thats all abt it.
really hope NUS can get back to me REAL SOON!

super super super SUPER TEMPTED to join NUS Biathlon 2010!!
first time experience at aquathlon made me super tempted to join the NUS biathlon 2010
very much want to justify my Regrets from the aquathlon last week.
Pros:
1. Swimming is done in swimming pool!!!
2. No human factor such as fear of open sea tt will affect overall results
3. Another chance to participate in biathlon etc.

Cons:
1. 800m (16laps -.- but since its in swimming pool i dun see much problem thou; and i think uncle joey shd be able to help me )
2. Too short of a notice (its 28th! and now is alr 5th)
3. 5km run (double dist of aquathlon; runable but not possible for me to sprint 5km!)

Hmm... shd i take part? i need to make up my mind by tml morning
and seriously speaking, this made me super more motivated to start training on my running and swimming? i think i shd probably start tml if i hv the time

having adrenaline rush just thinking abt it
super excited
if oni can go as a team... that wld be super fun =( hmmm
shd i go individual open or mixed ? hmmmm..

the event is gonna be on 28Mar, and on the same day there is citispa/mizuno run. But i think im more interested in the NUS Biathlon sia! EXCITED
i think uncle joey will be shocked.
i cld probably guess his reaction .. he cfm will say " WAH, u sure anot! by the time u finished swimming, everyone already run finish " -.- okayy
not a good thing. but im willing to train for it even thou its oni a few weeks away !
JIAYOU JIAYOU!
holiday = training time!
WOOHOOO!

EXCITED!

haven got the chance to blog after exams.. all de way till now.
so here i am !

Update #1
EXAMS ENDED!
although the papers this sem were pretty much screwed. im still happy everyth ended!
we spent 8 days to finish all 4 papers.
Although there is enuff rest time in between papers, but i guess the fact that the papers are really spread out makes the whole of the 2 weeks felt as if it is 4 weeks!
Oh well.. its over! hahahaa

Update #2
singapore sprint series 1 - aquathlon (28 feb) @ siloso beach
a really awesome sports event!
im definitely going back nx year! and im definitely going to make sure that nx year, my timing's gonna be much much better.
timing really sucked ttm because i started off much later than everyone else.
It was supposed to be a 200m swim followed by a 2.5km run
The run was slow.. but alright.
the swim... sighs!
as all my frens know.. i have phobia for open sea.
so..yeaps.was really scared while i was in the water.
we have to swim from the island to the starting pt which was in the middle of the dist between shore and island and tread water thr..
jus as i was halfway there. the fear got over me.. and i was so scared that i CHIONG all my way back to the shore.. and told the lifeguards there that i very scared i dunn wanna swim anymore. but well. pretty lame.. after a min.. i decided to swim back -.- and they have alr started while i was halfway back again.. so yeaps.
after that i chiong the 200m.. and phew.i wasn the last! hahaha
and i kicked several ppl really hard =xxx opps!sorry!
after the swim.. we hv to go into the transition area where we have to take our running gears. i swear e most fun part abt this whole aquathlon is the transition part! Seriously!
in the transition area u can see e participants all chionging to get their running gears at their designated area. and then slipping on the shoes etc.
DAMN COOL! i didn wan to spend too much time there so i basically slipped on my shorts and shoes.. and i ran as i wore my shirt.. hahaha!
thankfully i oni spent a min or so in the transition area.. this really prevented me from being one of the last few.
and WOOTS! finisher medal!
great sense of achievement!!!!
hahaha. i nearly cried out! i swear!
ok .. so this marked the end of the aquathlon





Update #3
CCA Leaders Camp (1-2 Mar)
Camp was fun. got e chance to know e leaders from the other cca
games were pretty much interactive! overall the camp is fun.. except the food is really cmi.
really cmi until the extent that my new found fren fidaus asked me after every single meal how i feel abt the meal .LOL. wait.. except for the dinner, which was very much ok..cuz its a buffet-.- Hhahaha
B3~
weihong.sanjay.zul.zul.sophian.huiwen.jiahui.ziying.jin teck.limin. roslyn.cheryl. fidaus.ning.peggy.ika.salleh.kristine
see you ppl soon =) nice knowing u guys!


Update #4
NTU Invitational Shoot (2-5 Mar)
There is rifle men individual and team today!
Haocai, Dennis, Shi wei and Sebastian!
tomorrow is pistol women/men and rifle women event tml
philip and Jessica! see u ppl tml! All de best!!
*nervous*


alright. i guess i will stop here.
i think its gonna be my longest post ever!=pp

and EVON LIM! i miss u man!
meet up soon GFF!!!! sorry for not being able to reply u the past few days =(

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