.Monday, January 17, 2011 @ 12:16 AM Y
命運真的好幽默 总是讓愛的人沉默 ..
well, once again... it has been real long since i last blogged.
i guess many things happened recently.
there had been times that i really wanted to sit down and just blog for the fun of it or something like that..
but laptop was invaded by virus or "virus"; and after removing it, my laptop seems to be super retarded. sighs. so i guess its a good thing that my desktop is finally back from servicing? i can now do my stuffs on my desktop except for the fact that it was not portable.
time really flies.
i thought i just celebrated the start of 2011 and now, its already mid Jan! that's seriously damn fast!!
and fast this, we have poster presentation rehearsal, WISP submissions and presentation, poster presentation, CNY, FYO report submission, final exmas, final presentation blah blah blah...
well, i know i am not supposed to complain because all my classmates are in IT too..
but still.. the mental is just so not there.
and guess what, was having a talk with uncle joey and we were talking about MYR
sugoi! i could only say ...im impressed..
sighs..you know what's wrong with people like me??
worst of all is that i only realised the importance of something only after i gave it up... and now that i want it back..is not possible ..really.
well, yes, i could still work hard for it.. but sometimes is about self-limit.
you know you reached the peak; but you just want to keep going forward, keep going up.whatever it is, you never want to stay at the original position..
but what's pulling you back is your physucal ability
i really have to admit that im old.
i can only say that i really regretted giving up swimming when i was a kid. totally regretted not going for the test; regretted hiding at my cousin's house.
and yes blackout. the kind of feeling.....
makes you think about things that you never knew were so important to you. because you are near to losing it.
what is it that you really want to do last;before you start to regret anything again
it feels so realistic; but far
and darn NAPFA; im going to screw it!
totally CUI to the MAX! ohmygod! HELPPPPPPP~