hello people!
i will be away to malaysia -cameron highland..
havne pack finish my bag!! LOL.
still undecisive to whether i should bring 4 or 5 bag! LOL
i think i will miss my lappy alot
and also my boyfriend =(( boohooohoo! hope can call him!
anything still can sms to my no. cuz im not bringing it! LOL. so no overseas charge!
LOL...


ok..shall go play com awhile before i get serious in packing bag already!
see you ppl soon =)
take care everyone!!


bye people!

this is so freakin boring!
i have to spend another sat at home. tt is wad happen when bf is not ard.
sighs.
i seriously hate being at home on a saturday nite. super NO LIFE CAN?!

suddenly feel like doing alot of things ..
because i wun be able to do any in the 4 days of cameron highland trip!
i want to shoot, run, swim and gym =( boohooohoooo



i have super no mood to start packing my bag for cameron highland trip
i need to start packing!
and hor..i think i dun haf enuff fbt leh..xiang go and buy.
and the pullover frm FOX..its nice .bt didn seem to see it anywhere at the shop at suntec other than the ones on display..hmmmmmm



i dunno is it because its a sat n yet im at home
im beginning to emo alr..sighs.

lol. im gg Cameron highland in 3 days time, and i still haven pack my bag for goodness sake.
sigh.. dunno where n how to start lo.
LOL.. i need HELP!

didn go for training today because i went out with my frens.
ate waraku today =) nice one ! super filling!
and we managed to catch a glimpse of the SUPER-FAST cars!
haha, i feel stupid for eh-ing every single time a car passes by.LOL


sighs. i feel tt the distance between us is getting greater n greater.
dun think its a good thing .sighs..
but is like i dun haf a choice.. i realli cannot imagine how everyth wld be like after 3wks. sighs


JJ.. i wan to dream of him.. can i?


sometimes i feel tt communication is the most impt factor in maintaining a relationship. althou trust is impt too...



im disheartened. can i realli do a " good job" .
because we are different.

some ppl jus cant understand how some other ppl feel.
didn realise that every single word you say cld hurt the other person in a way or another.
is it because it means nth to u or that ppl like to take things for granted?


haven pack my bag for cameron highland. starting to doubt if my nike duffel bag can fit in everything. shd i bring 3 bags or 2 bags? shd i bring cam? how many sets of clothes shd i bring? at the thought of it. i really think tt my bag is not if enuff


worried abt my boy because i haven heard anyth frm him
hope he is doing fine. it is oni the 3rd day. im still far from 4OCT, and i think i will miss him alot during the cameron highland trip.
sometimes i think to myself, its somehow a good news to know that my life revolves ard him. because when no one cares, i know i still have him.


i really dun think i enjoy working at this place. however, i have no choice.
with no qualifications, its tough finding a job, as in something u really like.
life is like that. FACE IT CHERYL.. and move on. u still have to work there tml.
but truth is.im realli sick n tired of being there ... ..



life is complicated.
with so many "ironies". i start to wonder how long i can survive in this world, this society.

Went back to sch to meet DIN, and we paid for the Cameron highland trip FINALLY!
cant believe i went back to sch so many times before i finally made payment for it.
quite mafan la.. cuz i miscalculated the amt to pay and have to return to SSC 3 times. sians.so paiseh la
k.. now tt payment is done, i shall stop grumbling.
and i have to pack my stuffs really soon, hate packing bag last min, cfm end up nt brining several stuffs one.


hm.saw something scary today..
when i was walking home after lunch with my mum, i saw this auntie taking off her pants and squatting dwn on the floor. think she is doing some BIG BUSINESS..
damn scary la. althou she is quite old, i stil dont think its appropriate for her to do that! and she is a woman afterall. sighs.. dunno wad to say la.


today was a pretty sad day for me due to certain issues,
sighs. shall not go n think abt it.

yeah! i changed my blogskin today!
so happy. was quite worried tt i will regret but lucky it turned out better than expected and it loads faster than the suju blogskin..
so..YEAH..!

i cant believe i submitted quite a no. of days to work on OCT.
it has been a million yrs since i last worked so long, and i think reika-san is shocked oso..she replied me with a " oh.. so many days" ..
i think i must have been really super lazy tt e schedule stunned her.
however, i have no idea wad the hell i m doing.
dunno whether i will regret working so many days anot lor , seriously.


BUT the last week of holidays is definitely free for my poly friends.
because i believe we'll have alot of outings once brenda they all come back =)


sighs,my bf is inside for 2 days alr.
wonder how he's doing..hope he is doing fine =)
miss him alot thou =(

sighs, tml shall b the "separation" day for me and my bf
because he is gg for his OCS training once again.and we will be separated for 3 wks. i think i will miss him LOADS!
hais. how i wish i can go back to the day whr he POPed.
and we can spend the 12 days tgt over n over n over
sighs!


cant imagine how wld tml be like
after sending him off. i hope i can hold back my tears.
true tt i have alot of things to do tml, bt i stil think tt he will always be on my mind.bcuz afterall my boy is still my boy. cant help worrying abt him ..he is always very blur. hope he will do jus great in OCS. im sure he will
take care my dear!


haven pack bag for cameron highland trip.
still thinking if i shd get M card or HI card so tt i cld bring my phone thr.. hmmm...

my life seems to be repeating itself everyday.

wow.

GOOD NEWS
1. my bf is gg to "graduate" soon alr. his POP is on wed =) after which we can go out n play =)
2. Cameron Highland trip is still ON! teeheehee..happy =)
3. i might have jus passed my grade 5 pract exam, but still.. glad enuff to pass. hope ms wong didn give me false hope =(





BAD NEWS
1. tml got work -.- i really hate working there
2. nth to do after work tml, wanna go shooting but like abit sian, cuz thinking of gg on wed instead. wanna go swimming but no one to accompany =( boohooohoooo!
3. I MISSED the great eastern women run's registration this year =( BOOOHOOOHOOOOO!
sobs.im damn sad!




OMG! wad should i do tml!!!!
can anyone tell me?!

went for the 4.5km run (run singapore)today =)
teeehee.althou i didn put on my best performance,
but im happy with myself.
for not giving up=) WELLDONE CHERYL!



and hor, yuqi ar.
u better be careful the next time yea, because ure seriously damn heng !
go buy 4D! hahahah
after the run, went with yuqi n his sis to eat JAP food. haha
the portion is HUMONGOUS!
i saw the earphones i wanted!!
booohooohooo.penniless =(




i wanna go GREAT EASTERN run!! boohoohoo!
no one to pei me go =(
i wan to go shopping =( but no one free =( sobs!
my life tml shall b damn sian again one lor,
thinking of gg shooting tml.shd i? hmmmmm.............




fuck. i wantd to upload some photo.
stupid blogger=x #$%$@#$@#@

can u imagine playing piano halfway n a fuckin idiot come n play xxx CD on the CD Player?
still ADJUST volume to be louder than me SOMEMORE.
YES! YOU! IM talking about u.
Seriously STOP BEING AN ASSHOLE, PAIN IN MY ASS, @#%$@#@#@#@$#$#@
I HATE U! dun expect anyth more than hate.


seriously.i jus realised.for my age.
im considered a slow learner.
Its not tt i dun wan to learn piano earlier. is bcuz my parents didn wan to let me learn.
can u imagine i actually TRIED to persuade them from my kindergarten times to P6?
jus to tell them i REALLY want to learn


bought a piano only after i reach grade 4.thats 4 years. i paid 1/11 of the price ok?
its not a BIG amount than compared to the other 10/11.
But its seriously the thoughts that count.for tt piano, i worked 22 out of 30 days.



and thinking back, its true that i might not have been doing my best in practicin and also devoting my time in piano, but still.i DO practice at times.
and e worst thing, no one encourage me.
i was always on my OWN.



i start to wonder wad drove me to where i m now.
no doubt im struggling now. but STIll, im struggling to save myself from drowning.
im always trying my best! its just tt YOU cant see it.


is not that i dun wan to practice, is i CANT
stop blaming me ok?
LIFE REALY IS COMPLICATED.



so what if u are xxxxxxxxxx
fuck off n stay away from me.n i swear tt in a min, if i hear u talking back abt me
im gg to SEAL ur mouth!



feel like gg shooting instead of swimming.



but im seriously drained of my energy.
really dun think i haf the energy to swim.
bt if i dun go, #$%#$@#$%#$#@$#%
so... im off to hell .

seriously im rotting!
omg.can someone pls save me?
i have been rotting at home consecutively for 2 days alr!!
i really dun think i can survive for another 1 week la!
have to really find smth COOL/FUN to do!!
or maybe go out! and seriously outta hse for at least 3hrs!


at the thought of meeting bf tml makes me feel much better
hope he dun kenna the guard duty, i dun mind him doing after his POP
seriously im DAMN BORED!
if i dun meet him tml, sat and sun, i think i willl rot at home.
immediate effect ! so pls! dun let him kenna guard duty pls!!
i miss him too =(


CRAVING FOR sushi buffet and sakura international buffet!

went out with ewen and evon yst!
hahaha, disastrous. i can only say tt when the 3 of us go out tgt
we will nv return with empty hands.
shopping is so SINFUL .
but nevertheless.. i Love shopping with them =)
looking forward to our next outing!
really hope pearlyn will join us =( if not we will nv get to see her in this 1.5 mth holiday


im really super happy.
because. my girlfriends always pei me when i asked them out =)


its really sad.bcuz i realised that my life only revolves ard my bf and no one else.
after he enlist, i realised hw lonely my life is.
sighs... but im really happy my frens nv fail to accompany me.
to ewen and evon
thanks alot for squeezing ur time (and $$) out for me =)
love u girls!

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