.Friday, April 22, 2011 @ 5:15 PM Y
命運真的好幽默 总是讓愛的人沉默 ..
long long ago..it used to be a special day
but everything is reduced to nothing but dust now
. @ 5:11 PM Y
命運真的好幽默 总是讓愛的人沉默 ..
thinking back in life on this very good friday
(fuck u, its like every normal other fridays)
i wonder what good have i done in my life, and im afraid my answer is nothing
nothing at all.absolutely nothing at all.
i thought through life long long ago, and thought i know what i want
but what i want is never what i can have or what i can get.
the cold hard truth.once again.
that is how unfair life is ..fml.
i have absolutely no idea how i am going to get through all this shit, but i guess im gonna try my very best still..
have to work doubly hard to realise what is it in life that is really routed just for me.
im lost.with no one with me
.Thursday, April 14, 2011 @ 12:12 PM Y
命運真的好幽默 总是讓愛的人沉默 ..
dunno whats wrong with my laptop.
recently used it for fun and realised that there is no more virus.
looks like time "healed" by laptop.
but dunnnno why! it cant access google.and blogger
so i can only blog when i use my desktop.
and there is time to blog today! cuz there is off every thur! =)
anyway..done a very havoc thing on tue.
i donated my blood~ ZOMG. for the very first time in my life man!!
hesitated for quite awhile ( ok, a very long while), but ended up going ahead, with the encouragement from Regina =)) hehe!
super grateful to her!!
but still felt damn bad, because i didn jio Evon along, and apparently i think she quite upset i didn ask her along
sorry dear =( u were having break at that time and my break was about to end also! duibuqi!! i will jio u the next time i go donate again ok?? have fun at work !
2XU run suck..althou i already knw i wun do well cuz i didn feel like running, but still... the results are a cruel truth that i suck.bleh
have to jiayou for JP Morgan run..!
and to my goodness gracious, received a text frm my piano tcher saying that i passed my piano exam!hope she didn see the wrong name or texted the wrong student etc..i think i will cry and be depressed for quite a long while man! hmmm
so, i guess, i will stop here =))