.Monday, February 20, 2012 @ 10:24 PM Y
命運真的好幽默 总是讓愛的人沉默 ..
why am i getting a feeling that im giving myself unnecessary stress..
i really hope thats e case, and i can stop soon and stop being so pessimistic.
everything feels damn down and i just feel like im undergoing some emotional distress..and it really sucks.
no one who really understand u is there for u..sometimes, u just want some support etc, but i guess its really hard..
Its like really 要不得 , and really depends on fate bah..
Ok, i have to make things clear im definitely not someone who entrusts my entire life to believing in fate, soulmates, destiny.
of cuz this very life is in my own hands, and im the maker of it.
So be it good or bad, its up to me...
Just kinda wondering, who's gonna be there at e end of the day..
U start a day by thinking about who's gonna be there, and i can only say, for me, there are days that i ended it with e same qn unsolved..i guess tts how bad it is? And answer is actually pretty much known, just tt i refuse to believe in it
pathetic right? Cant help but to continue sinking in the state of self-pity.
Too much things too do with such limited time...
Fair statement..
But if i start ranting abt it, its only gonna become unfair., becuz it appeals to all people and its really not fair if im e only one complaining..so hopefully i can start thinking optimistic again..
命运还真是爱捉弄人
还是根本就是因为之前不懂珍惜眼前所拥有的呢？