.Wednesday, February 22, 2012 @ 12:27 AM Y
命運真的好幽默 总是讓愛的人沉默 ..
if only i know this i what thats gonna happen at e end of the day, i wouldn have let it happen..
Even though i was unwilling to fall into this commitment in e first place?
but i convinced myself to do so, hoping to be just optimisitc.
But looks like things are taking for e change and i can only blame myself for being stupid..if only i were more persistent in doing what i felt was right then, things wouldn be looking this bad..
3 words for myself.自作孽; totally deserve it.
not sure why but it feels like everything was not like before.. I mean things can never be like before..
I always thought as long as two things remain e same, its more than enough..
Of cuz, things are always easier said than done.
It is easy to improve if u put in necessary hardwork.
It is easy for something to deteoriate if u pay no attention and dont give a damn.
But it is never easy to maintain something u already have.
That's e challenge in life i suppose?
There are times that im just stupidly grabbing on to that slighest hope...hoping that there will be a miracle.
And true enough, im stupid.i can only say that im foolish and naive.
Too ashamed of myself...
很想什么都不做,发个呆,没任何困扰..hais...
我只想静静的在一旁守护着你可以吗？Only hope that one day u can understand how i really feel