.Thursday, February 16, 2012 @ 10:00 PM Y
命運真的好幽默 总是讓愛的人沉默 ..
has been thinking alot recently..
with regards to random thoughts about how ironic life can be..
But ironies being ironies, its meant to be ironic, so i guess its inevitable to feel upset about not being able to do anything about it? I guess all these random thoughts are like regrets, that one would probably wish its like a reversible process...
But unfortunately its like spoiled and spilled milk, totally nothing u can do about it except to feel upset, 'sour', and to just LL suck thumb..
Come to think of it, i have been pretty optimistic than compared to the past??
At least i know im taking things by my stride, and that im learning to be grateful for everything i have.. So, 2012 isn't that bad of a brand new start for me? Its stupid when people say that their new yr resolution is to be a better person; its total bullshit.
How can it be possible..even if so, its not gonna be a consistent kinda thing.
Anyways, i still have a long way to ensure my resolutions are going the way i want it to be..its just the beginning..
I am totally screwed up! Totally and helplessly sucked into the Bu Bu Jing Xin fanatics. am like pretty insane about that show and the story line that i can sleep at 4+ in e morning because i simply didn keep track of time.
Back then in sec sch, when we had to read storybooks to write reivews or whatever, we are full of complaints, but why is it when there is no such thing, i just feel like going back to that time??
At least there is definitely much discussions going on regarding the storyline etc, but now, its like a personal kinda thing... So boring...
But ohwells, reading is for e sake of understanding and also own's passion, so i shant say anything much.
Anyways, people who love chinese novel etc, BBJX is a must read la okay..
And i cant believe i got my boyfriend hooked into watching that show, he is like quite ON about watching tt show alr, hahas, looks like im really pretty influential..lols, at least its not a bad influence.
Shall end here, brain juice and energy level at minimal.
Thank god its friday tml, another week down.cant wait for weekends to come to spend time with my boyfriend! :)