.Wednesday, August 19, 2009 @ 2:36 PM Y
命運真的好幽默 总是讓愛的人沉默 ..
i really screwed myself up.
actually by right , it shouldn be too much of a problem for me
its not like i nv prepare, nv practice, nv go lesson etc !
like wad i told my dad is really depends on i heng suay lor.
i today is suay one.
i dun think there is another person on earth tt can make the same bloody mistake as me
i screwed up all my 3 pieces.
1st- play until halfway, forgot where i was, asked examiner to let me play again.
he say start from 2nd phrase ..and i played until i forgot wad note to play nx-.-
2nd- all was fine! until the very last sentence! i pressed something wrong.scrwe it mann
3rd-fine initially. then i dunno how come i suddenly panick.think is bcuz my mind is filled with getting the notes right.then hohoho, well done man cheryl. i pressed alot of wrong notes.totally OFF!
Scales- screw it man.i dunno wad i was doing.not concentrated enuff, then starting i go n play arpegios -.- examiner corrected me, then i replayed.it was ok.contrary motion on the contrary is okay.surprising
come to this bloody arpegios. got 1 is play Eb major, i stupid stupid go play Eb minor. DRASTIC difference ok?
Sight reading- as usual i never scored more than 14(passing mark), last grade i got 11. I think im destined to fail once more this time.!
Aural- ok i suppose.? maybe the clapping part e 2nd phrase was bit off.i think it was funny thou. the asking qn that part is FUCKED UP! wasn very difficult.but i seriously wasn concentrated enuff ba, and i dunno wad period is was from, so i said it was romantic.examiner looked doubtful.so i think i got it wrong again.
Think the answer might be baroque or classical.
i always screw this part oso.
SIGHS..look at how screwed cheryl's life is
*repenting in process*
i think i shall write a letter to my piano tcher saying that im even more inspired to do better for grade 6.
biggest worry now is, fail grade 5, can take grade 6? n i haven bloody started studying,and fuck.CLBC is first paper.
SHITSHITSHIT! sighs.the thing is im super tired!