.Saturday, September 5, 2009 @ 2:03 PM Y
命運真的好幽默 总是讓愛的人沉默 ..
can u imagine playing piano halfway n a fuckin idiot come n play xxx CD on the CD Player?
still ADJUST volume to be louder than me SOMEMORE.
YES! YOU! IM talking about u.
Seriously STOP BEING AN ASSHOLE, PAIN IN MY ASS, @#%$@#@#@#@$#$#@
I HATE U! dun expect anyth more than hate.
seriously.i jus realised.for my age.
im considered a slow learner.
Its not tt i dun wan to learn piano earlier. is bcuz my parents didn wan to let me learn.
can u imagine i actually TRIED to persuade them from my kindergarten times to P6?
jus to tell them i REALLY want to learn
bought a piano only after i reach grade 4.thats 4 years. i paid 1/11 of the price ok?
its not a BIG amount than compared to the other 10/11.
But its seriously the thoughts that count.for tt piano, i worked 22 out of 30 days.
and thinking back, its true that i might not have been doing my best in practicin and also devoting my time in piano, but still.i DO practice at times.
and e worst thing, no one encourage me.
i was always on my OWN.
i start to wonder wad drove me to where i m now.
no doubt im struggling now. but STIll, im struggling to save myself from drowning.
im always trying my best! its just tt YOU cant see it.
is not that i dun wan to practice, is i CANT
stop blaming me ok?
LIFE REALY IS COMPLICATED.
so what if u are xxxxxxxxxx
fuck off n stay away from me.n i swear tt in a min, if i hear u talking back abt me
im gg to SEAL ur mouth!
feel like gg shooting instead of swimming.
but im seriously drained of my energy.
really dun think i haf the energy to swim.
bt if i dun go, #$%#$@#$%#$#@$#%
so... im off to hell .