.Friday, July 9, 2010 @ 2:51 AM Y
命運真的好幽默 总是讓愛的人沉默 ..
everything is so screwed up.
my life. my studies.
this is what happens when there is no motivation
sometimes i wonder,
i put twice as much effort then compared to others
but.. why is there no hope for me
life is so cruel..isn it.
definitely not referring to studies. but..more of swimming and shooting
other than that.
another thing that was a total bullshit
it makes me lose faith even further.
but still to the "SPECIAL" someone.
thanks for making me realise.that.i have been a fool all along
i will wake up.definitely. one fine day.
and you. better watch out.
on every other occasions,
where are u when i needed you
maybe just one word of concern.is enuff.
does it cost u too much.
the distance between us is just getting more and more obvious
u mean alot to me.but why are u doing tis to me
i believe in you.
but u chose to step on my heart. its already as vulnerable.
i thought u could see. but i guess i thought too much
true enuff
期望越大失望就越大
people who listened. thanks.
u know who u are, and u know how much i appreciate u for that.thanks a million