.Sunday, September 4, 2011 @ 7:01 PM Y
命運真的好幽默 总是讓愛的人沉默 ..
should say i was pretty looking forward to this event?
the first time running 21km.
the first time getting out of my house at 2+am to go out
the first time taking NR to town (though i have taken NR home once=x)
anyway...thought all was gonna be just fine..but still...didn know things took for the worse in the end.hais.
feeling was great..really.. to start at 5.15am and the air for once seemed really fresh! the run was alright! and the best part was seriously the one to marina barrage
i swear!! that the best part of e run is the once at marina barrage..its really beautiful.
all was well...really..until the 14km that i felt the strain on my leg.i was not tired at all..just felt the strain on my calves only..i slowed down to prevent further cramps (but to my horror..its but e start of the nightmare)
after crossing the 16km mark..i knew i cant really make it..if i didn remember wrongly.it was the upslope part to ROM and to fort canning .hais..really.
the strain was so bad, muscle was so tight that i know if i dont stop, i will collapse with cramps.
u know wad? most runs had the motivational quotes along the way together with all those road markers.and one that attracted my attention most was something like "Champions continue running" ..SOMETHING LIKE THAT. i swore never to stop. but still end up hais.im a loser..seriously.
the worst part of the cramps was witnessing how my muscle twitched.. its something like spasm la so as to speak.hais.. really damn scary..i saw e muscle dent in la. its really hard to describe wad i went through
i remember somewhere after the 19km mark..which is somewhere behind the speakers corner, i suddenly stood rooted.the cramp was so bad that i cant even move~! i cant run and neither can i walk! basically i jus cant move..the pain was so intense that i help on to the bushes and pulled off several branches etc..it hurts damn badly.
after that i have no idea how i got the energy to move and sat on the ground..
a kind hearted man sprayed salon pas for me! really grateful and i have no idea why i did that but i told the person to help me get paramedic =.= i have NO IDEA wad i was thinking.anyway no paramedics came yet.(thank god)
but a army boy and security came and help me stretch hahas! damn funny! but ok, i didn mean to do it ..bt yea.the rest of the journey was totally walking ...
hais.i never felt so down, so demoralised, and so useless before.
i remember last time no matter how tired i was i still had the energy to have the short distance burst to the finishing line..now i cant even jog.i can barely walk.
hais.can someone out there understand how i feel.? its realli damn saddening and whatsonot.hais.
i could have been able to finish the race by the most 2hr 30min.but now.sucks to be me.
and the most irritating part is..i dunno what went wrong!!!
i was not tired, i even felt great during the run! everything was ok seriously speaking! i just dunno wad went wrong!!!!
this regret's gonna be stuck with me till i figured the root problem .
and i cant believe i got abrasions on my arm.should be my arm movement coming into contact with my singlet.hais! nearly cried when i was bathing..it hurts.seriously.
hais.things are just not going my way.DAMN.FML