.Friday, February 17, 2012 @ 11:30 PM Y
命運真的好幽默 总是讓愛的人沉默 ..
imma backup plan.always am, and always will be.
kinda felt like i have lost all e principles i once held and believed.
21-gonna be and at this point of time, this kinda thought really made me felt like i have lost all purpose in life just because of things that is as simple as ABC and yet i cant fufil it.
Poor soul ..right?
Sometimes, the principles u once believed in, im sure u hope people can see likewise without saying anything,..
But ohwells, reality has to speak otherwise.
"u never say, how i know right"... Singaporeans attitude.
True enough.. And im a singaporean..i AM like that also.
But, sometimes, its not words that counts...
For me, i really think its e thought, and e ability to tell me that u know how i feel etc
like a soulmate kinda thing? No words needed..
Humans are really condemned to find their soulmates arent they?
I must have sinned much in my prev life or sm shit. totally left with nothing at all..
Thrown alone feeling insignificant.
To follow thy heart? Or thy brain?
Sounds stupid right, where got people follow brain one.
Well, all i can say is if you choose to follow ur heart, often it is not logical and practical. Ure just doing things the way u want them to be...simply put, ure heart rules logical thinking.
If you choose to follow ur brain/ logical thoughts so as to speak, ure giving up on ur emotional quotient for e sake of being practical...
But all i can say is that people have different viewpoints at different junctions..
Its hard to tell when u will think like this and otherwise..
人心真是难以捉摸.. Isn't it?
I cant believe i turned my dad down..just a simple request..
Yet a daughter..of 20+ years...cant even promise him that.
I really regret what i said..and i really think i oughta be shot.
Hais, what the hell have i done?